I have my problems, I know this, I cause some of them, I allow others to still go one. But now, I have reached a point where I am nothing but baking soda and every word I hear is another drop of vinegar.
I blew up, I let almost everything out, I was so loud I couldn't hear myself. I thought maybe there was some way to get through. maybe if I could just talk or write it in a letter then maybe it might get a little better. I couldn't. i planned to write everything down, I had the whole thing in my head. Then five minutes later everything got blown to hell along with my patience. Now, everything I had to say was said but it still was not even listened to. Just thrown out. I'm not sorry for a thing I said, I'm not sorry that I raised my voice, I'm not sorry for fighting back. I'm sorry it wasn't listened to, I'm sorry it was just another thing to use against me, I'm sorry that now everything's going to get worse. If there was an emoticon depicting a little smiley blowing up and then being left as nothing but ashes I would have that up instead of having a brick wall flatten a smiley.
I'm not mad, I'm not sad, I'm not hurt, I'm not happy, I'm almost all of those and nothing at the same time...I'm tired









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cookies cookies cookies X3!!!!!!
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YOU DOUCHEBAG!!!
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"It is the beautiful bird that gets caged."--Chinese Proverb
*points at David angrily* YOU DOUCHBAG!!!!! >O<
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